disintegrate

i've screwed up for my first exam. ARGHH.
guess its due to insufficient preparation and insufficient sleep.
this morning im real tired, couldnt wake up to go for exam. thank God im not late.
the questions werent tough, they're the questions that i've been practicing on the whole night.
yet the moment i stepped into the exam hall, POOF! my brain went blank. couldnt think, couldnt recall anything. all the equations in my head started to mess up. next i dun even noe how to approach the questions.
conclusion, DEAD!

one paper down, another two more to go. one on monday, another on thursday.
pray that i'll do well for my paper on monday, cos i guess i'll screw the paper on thursday.
bio paper, i dun have much of expectation, just hoping for a D. if possible a C?
perhaps i really needa study real hard for my last two papers. not to let history repeat itself?
monday's maths paper, i must score!! gonna get my A for it man!

lesser slacking, more hard work.
lesser tv, more notes.
lesser computer games, more brainstorming.
lesser distraction, more concentration.
lesser sleep, more prayers.
lesser fear, more faith. (:

gotta be optimistic.
gotta forget about the first paper.
now's all about how i finish the race. gotta be a good finisher! (^-^)v