disintegrate

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from darling's blog:
you can't tell a person i love you, yet not willing to invest into this person's life.
similarly, if you love this person, you will want to spend time with them.

hmm i think so too lei.
if i love someone, i wont mind spending my whole day with him/her.
be it to man, or to God, i think its true.
i like dwelling in the presence of those that i love.

for now, i'll treasure wad i have in my hands.
the future? we'll talk about that another time.
lol. (:

today went to cut hair.
its been quite some time since i last cut my hair.
but then, now its short, shoulder length.
there gones my long tail.

the one cutting my hair is this cute guy.
he super interesting, cos he talk to me all the way since im there.
he tot im some 16year old ahlian la, cos of my gold hair.
he requested that i shld cut off my gold portion of my hair, cos most of them are already spoilt.
so, i being a good girl listened to him.
i told him "i think you cut one inch ba"
but usually hairdressers dun understand english.
one inch seems like alot.
*gotta get them rulers and teach them about measurements*ahem*
haha.
now, my hair is back to its abit spiky mode.
gonna have fun with my hair. (:

i miss my long tail.

yesh! nowadays im blogging less.
im busy, im tired.

graduation is over. its the end of my poly days.
dche, i guess there's nth really much that i hold on to.
thou there were special moments there, but i guess its past already.
i'll just kept them close to my heart.
esp those ppl that walked with me thruout my poly life.
i'll rem you. love you guys.

went to attend the social entreprenuership finals at riverwalk.
listen to many proposals.
actually not very interested, cos im not into business.
accompanied jia there to support his bro and janice.
they came in top.
the prize like is $1500. (i think so la)
congrats..!

nowadays i guess i may mia.
there are changes that happen to my life.
new addition into my life.
but im unsure.
i have no faith in it.
i guess i'll have to pray over it.
i wan to make the right decision.
the decision that is best for everyone.
esp for the ppl around me that i treasure most.
give me time.
i need time to settle things with myself.
gonna talk to mj after emerge ba.
i think he'll help me with my decision.

today, 21 may 07, im not at work again.
my flesh didnt allow me to, cos its been sleeping thruout for the past few days that im sick.
including today, its the forth day i disappeared frm work.
honestly, im not well. i usually take ages to recover from a sickness.
but tmr, i'm gonna drag myself out of bed to get to work.
needa apply for leave on wed, cos its my grad day. (but im not in a grad mood. lol)

mj mentioned that cg is gonna be multiplied in 2weeks time.
yay! i cant wait for cg to be multiplied.
i needed a brand new environment, an environment that is not filled with many distractions.
i needed to go back to square one, and start everything all from the start.
i've been in a mess, a terrible mess.
total surrender, im to God.
i gotta break away from something.
something that has been bothering me for the past few months.
this time, i may need to be really determined.

cool! my blogger is back to functioning mode. i can post again.
this few days have been rather ill.
having fever, cough and flu once again.
this time was worse than the previous time cos my temperature went all the way to 39.5deg.
within a month, i've visited the clinic for 3 times. contributed to the doctor allowance by almost $100.
raffles medical clinic is gonna love me alot. haha!

but i'll be strong.
wont be weak.

sermon on the mount, here i come!

hmm something bad is happening. my laptop seems that it cant post anything. meaning this blog is gonna appear abit dead for the time being.

abit of recap of wad has happened the past week.
kinda slacking quite alot this week cos dun really have much to do. then jiatong and i keep taking our self-declared break. nowadays i guess i'll try to leave house earlier so that i wont be late, and so that i'll have time to go buy breakfast. wednesday i ended up working like a coolie in the office. shifted like 40boxes of paper in and out of some very tiny passageway. injured my middle finger. after that like thursday, supervisor wasnt around. practically enjoying ourselves in office. guess that was the day that i slack the most and work the least ba. chit chat around. lol. friday, never go to work, stayed at home and tidied my room abit. went out to vivocity at night. quite cool la, sit at the open area there to stare at the stars, and enjoy peace. shall go such places more. NICE! (:

back to my lovely blogger. realise that the times i update my blog is getting lesser and lesser. hmm gotta do something about it, before this blog is declared dead.

the whole of my last week have been quite eventful. monday went to work, tuesday was may day, wednesday went to work, thursday took leave, friday went to work. so whole week, i only work 3days. may day went to expo for family day, then headed to sun's concert. the concert is really good, the songs were good. but it's quite noisy, abit not used to it, end up abit headache. thursday stayed at home, then went out to meet chenli. had a good chat with her. its been awhile since i talked to her.

weekends went for services. woot! its good man! SERMON ON THE MOUNT! cant wait for the remaining 8services.