disintegrate

this year is the third year i attended emerge.
every year i attend emerge with great expectancy.
expecting God to move mightily and to experience God in a special way.
this year is the same too..!
EMERGE 07 is over, but i'll continue to emerge, continue to do great things for God.

after the 4days, i feel refreshed.
i wanna carry the fire of God.
i love Him more today than i love Him ytd.

this time i went there with expecting something a lil different.
usually i'll ask God, "wad do you wan me to do for You?"
this time i ask God, "wad do you wan us to do for You?"

God told me,
use wad we have in our hands.
just wad we have in our hands is enough.
look at the people that we have.
look at the people that we treasure.
look at the people that you wanna protect.

and i weeped, and kept weeping.
yet in my heart was filled with peace and happiness.
im not gonna stay where im now.
i wan more and more of the Holy Spirit.
i wanna seek Your face all my days.

finally, i watched pirates.
hmm quite an interesting show to catch, with one part saying WELCOME TO SINGAPORE.
lol. we watched at the cathay, cineplex.
with myself, jiahui, shiwei, huiying, zhiyan, chinpor and victor(zy's bro).
the row that we're sitting happened to be couple seats.
haha. victor sat in a different row from us cos bought his tix later.
that day, i reached home only at 1245. TERRIBLE ME! (:

yesterday was the first day of EMERGE 2007..!
only attended session2, but its really good.
and it got telecasted all over the world. whee!

today is the second day of EMERGE 2007..!
yet the sad news is that im at home.
went for work this morning for one hour feeling really unwell.
daddy send me to work, and back home within an hour.
went to see a doctor, and its confirmed to be due to the food that i ate ytd.
was diagnosed with fever, dehydration and food poisoning.
sighh. i believe is cos of the ramy burger i ate last night.
i have alot of medicine to eat again.
within 2months, i seen the doctor 4times.

so today, i spend almost my whole day home, vomitting and having diarrhoea.
keep running to the toilet. at least 20times till now.
my meal for the day is WATER.
couldnt eat anything. really had no appetite for anything.
in a dieting process.