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hmm school sucks..!
its sucks to be back at work, when there is stacked up work from the past 2 days.
BUSY BUSY BUSYY!

COUNTDOWN.
3 more days to weekends!

im back to work today after slacking for many days since last saturday.
took two days of leave to accompany BOO after he returned to sg and for his birthday.

saturday after church, went to imm with cell.
needed to get jia a gift for his cg present.
arghhh it was really difficult.
i nearly gave up.
we shopped almost the entire imm, till we ended up at s&k just before we left at 9pm.
found a cool belt! =]
thank God!

sunday was interesting.
cell ended really early, which was out of wad i expected.
normally we'll end at about 4.30pm, yet that day it ended at 3.45.
i was stunned cos needed to fetch jia from airport at 6.30pm.
so ended up slack slack till 5plus, chatting with the guys and disturbing them.

jia reached sg before we reached the airport.
but we still managed to reach the arrival hall earlier than him due to all the admin check out things that they have to do.
so there comes that silly boy.
playing with his trolley inside, refusing to come out.
haha. so i disturb him with an sms "stupid pig, faster come out. stop playing with that trolley"
keke. the best part is he came out not seeing me.
so, he saw the cg ppl who were supposed to give him a surprise.
hmm anyway im glad that he 's back.

monday jia accompanied me to get his gift together with huiying and kenneth.
watched wall-e. simple movie, but interesting.

yesterday was BOO's birthday.
went to celebrate at fisherman wharf with kinsung, lijuan, zijian, sijia, joelle, simon, jermery, huizi and kenneth.
the food there is good!!
then headed to settlers to play some games before heading home.

it marks the end of my holidays.
back to work.

BOO, its good to have you back by my side.

Song by Chris Tomlim:
New version of Amazing Grace.
Its touching, and realy speaks of a Christian's walk with God. =]

saw this on sandy's blog. decided to do it since im quite bored?

1) Who was the last person you fell asleep texting to? Firdaus
2) Who was the last person you couldn't take your eyes off? Jia.
3) Is your handwriting large, tiny, or pretty normal? Tiny (my dad says its for the ants to read)
4) Are you a morning person or a night person? NIGHT!!! (:
5) What would you do if you opened up your front door full of surprises? I'll smile!
7) Are you a forgiving person? I try to be.
8) What do you drink? green tea.
10) Anything bothering you now? Nothing much. (:
11) What are you listening to right now? the sound of wind. (:
12) The highlight of your week? BOO is back! yippeeeeeee.
13) Who were the last people you ate with? My bro and my dad.
14) Who is the last person you talked to on the phone? Laipeng.
15) Who was the last person to text you? Gabriel.
16) Name someone with the same birthday as you? Candice (:
17) What are your plans for tonight? Sleep. its 1.07am now.
18) If you could move somewhere else, would you? No. i love my home.
19) What does the seventh text in your inbox say? thanks.! from Mdm Cheah.
20) What's your favorite subject? Maths.
21) Do you know if anyone likes you? BOO.
22) What did you dream about last night? I dont dream.
23) What were you doing at 4am this morning? Sleeping.
24) What do you usually do first in the morning? Wash up.
25) What is making you smile now? fir talking nonsense.
26) How many different beverages have you had today? 3.
27) Any plans for today? Later im meeting up with Gabriel! (:
28) Do you want children? Haven decided on that.
29) What is on your mind now? BOO.
30) Are you expecting a phone call? YES!!!
31) If alcohol were banned, what would your reaction be? Cool! (:
32) Are you excited about this weekend? Yes! BOO will be back!
33) When you're in a bad mood, what will always put you in a better mood? Music.
34) Last time you swore? ages ago.
35) Do you still talk to the person you fell hardest for? yup!
36) Where did you last sleep other than your house? kinsung's house.

yesterday i managed to meet up with all the leaders in my cg.
had an enjoyable time fellowshipping with them at SINGAPORE YACHT CLUB.
its my first time there.
as jianwei is a member of the yacht club, we are able to go there to fellowship.
the yacht club is mainly catered for the members, which made it more high class than the other country clubs.
according to jianwei, the membership isnt cheap.

we ate at the restaurant there.
the food tastes good.
the price looks nice too. (EXPENSIVE!)
and the portion is quite big, compared to the normal restaurants.
jianwei was really nice.
he treated us to a meal.
THE NEXT TIME IT SHALL BE MY TURN! =]

it was a meaningful fellowship.
we began to discuss on many aspects of our lives, about cellgroup, and ways to improve the situations.
then i was challenged, to take up a new cg by next year.
i need more faith man!
i dun wanna be where im now, i need a breakthru.
ok i shall pray about it seriously.
wait upon the Lord for His Word.

GRACE-
grace seems to be the word of the season.
it makes me realise the great meaning of this word, and the greater importance of it.

Grace [in Greek, charis (χαρις)]:
1. The enabling power sufficient for progression.
2. The indispensable gift from God for development, improvement, and character expansion.
3. The positive benefit that one does not deserve to receive.

the word GRACE is mentioned many times in the bible.
both in the New Testament and the Old Testament.

2 Corinthians 12:9
And He said to me, “My grace is sufficient for you, for My strength is made perfect in weakness.” Therefore most gladly I will rather boast in my infirmities, that the power of Christ may rest upon me.

many times, we neglected the part that people shld have grace for one another.
we often want others to give us more grace, give us an extra chance, yet we forget that it also applies to the others.
be it in school, in our workplace, in our family, and even in our church, we shld always learn to have more grace for people.
give others a chance, give others room for changes and improvements.

we gotta realise that we are living in an imperfect world.
no one is perfect, everyone makes mistakes.
and everyone needs others to esteem themselves for the mistake they made.
many times, we just set a mindset of people the moment the mistake is made.
this will drive people to the edge, and ruin the relationships.

many people are waiting for this one chance that they can prove themselves to others.
but this will only be possible if there are willing parties who decide to lend them a helping hand.
this is the true reality of the world.
the rich gets richer, the poor gets poorer.
people who have committed crimes before, cant be accepted by the society.
outsiders look at them with a different view.
this then limits their circle, which causes many to go back to crime.
thank God for the yellow ribbon campaign.
its all about grace, and giving others one more chance to change for the better.

God i pray that you open the hearts of people.
let there be more grace and compassion for the people in the world.
lets not limit others, like we do not want others to limit us.
we reap wad we sow.
we sow good seeds, we reap a harvest.
allow room for people to constantly change for the better.
let there be nicer words out of the mouth.
let people learn to esteem others before themselves.
let people learn to express themselves better.

this world will have peace if every one does their part and try to make this world a better place. =]