disintegrate

today, 21 may 07, im not at work again.
my flesh didnt allow me to, cos its been sleeping thruout for the past few days that im sick.
including today, its the forth day i disappeared frm work.
honestly, im not well. i usually take ages to recover from a sickness.
but tmr, i'm gonna drag myself out of bed to get to work.
needa apply for leave on wed, cos its my grad day. (but im not in a grad mood. lol)

mj mentioned that cg is gonna be multiplied in 2weeks time.
yay! i cant wait for cg to be multiplied.
i needed a brand new environment, an environment that is not filled with many distractions.
i needed to go back to square one, and start everything all from the start.
i've been in a mess, a terrible mess.
total surrender, im to God.
i gotta break away from something.
something that has been bothering me for the past few months.
this time, i may need to be really determined.