disintegrate

ooo. i just realised i haven been blogging for AGES.!!!
ever since i changed my job i haven been blogging.

yes. i have changed my job to working in princess elizabeth primary school.
till now, it should have been 3 months there already.
teacher? half yes half no.
admin staff? half yes half no.
hmm basically im hired there to help the teachers with the CCA and PE stuff.
the name of my post is rather interesting.
-CCA EXECUTIVE
i know the name sounds exactly nice.
but it isnt as nice as it seems.

coming into this school has really allowed me to see how working life is really like.
a place that with politics, a place with tons of backstabbing, etc.
its really unpredictable cos here you see someone smiling at you, yet behind the walls he is stabbing you real hard.
hmm i know how terrible it feels, cos i have been stabbed a few times for things that are not true.
and the next moment you have to treat as thou nothing happened when we meet.

nevertheless, there is always good people to a story.
i have a group of people that i get along real well.
those are the people that we can feel free to do and say the things openly.
we go thru good times and tough times together.
thank God for these people, for they make my life really happy in school.
people who is there to encourage me and support me all the time.

my superior is HOD/PE.
he is a superrrr nice person.
when i have been arrowed, he will stand up for me.
when i have problems, he is there to help me solve.
he is practically the best friend i have in school.
someone that i share everything with.
now imagine, he helped me with my major project that im supposed to complete.
which boss will actually stand in the gap for others.
imagine again, he came to apologize to me for giving me too much work and making me stress.
which boss will say sorry cos he gives you work.
with him around, i feel so blessed.

i think God has been really good to me.
putting the various ppl in my life to guide me.
thank You. =]
i pray tat things will get better.
i pray that i can change the lifes of many around me.
God give me strength.

for everything i have, i'll smile.