disintegrate

saturday went out quite late. only left the house when i need to go to expo to meet some of the ppl in the zone. by right, we are supposed to have a meeting at 330pm, then pushed back to 4pm, and in the end dun have meeting. lol. so went back to expo mrt station to meet shiwei and head for hall8. tried to enter by the backdoor. who knows there's no access that day cos got some pm thingy.. walked back to enter from the main door. the hall opened super late, like 430pm. and at 445, there's only 4ppl from my cell, the rest not reached yet. sighh. today's attendance is bad too! like 10ppl? REVIVAL!!!! after svc, supposed to go for camp meeting, wasnt really feeling well so told them i wont be going. went with cg to vivocity. jia made me 2 doggy balloons, then zy gave me one sword balloon. its like im taking 3 balloons the whole journey home. too many balloons, too lil hands. (:

sunday went to jack's place to eat lunch with daddy and xun. then rushed home cos im supposed to meet shiwei at 115pm. we went over to mj hse. then the moment i step in, kana suan alr. jialat. cg atmosphere was really bad during praise and worship. its really quiet.!! mj was trying super hard to bring up the atmosphere. another cg message abt prayers! prayers is about denying ourselves, and putting him first! its good (: mj prayed for everyone in the cg. for most ppl, he prayed for the revival in their prayer life. but for me, mj didnt focus on prayer, he prayed for hurts and disappointment. i teared, didnt really noe why. started to think about the things in my life. realised that there's things that is standing between me and God. God gave me a word, and for the first time, i actually decided to share. somehow when i opened my mouth, i had no voice, i sounded super weird. felt something stopping me from speaking. hmmm....interesting..! after cg, shiwei rubez weikiat meiping and me went over to parkway. we shopped around for awhile, meiping headed for work and weikiat went home to slp. the rest of us continued shopping. rubez and i managed to accomplish quite some stuff today. yeah! bought a shirt from dorothy perkins, and my dress FINALLY!!! now im left with heels? >:DDD