disintegrate

today i pon one lecture again. recently have been ponning quite a few classes. firstly cos i dun really have much of motivation to study. i mean i really dislike studying, esp when there's so many things that is needed to be done and there is so lil time. secondly is cos i needa rush my projects and assignments, which are mostly due this week. thirdly cos i felt i really needed rest, alot of rest. have been sleeping really late recently, like 4am. felt as thou my eyes can hardly open most of the time. despite the naps i have in the afternoon, i dun seem to really be able to get concentration.

ytd went to church for helpers meeting and prayer meeting. new missions to accomplish, somemore this time i doing the organisingg. hmm guess will be quite shiong but i will breakthrough. amen! met my cg members at lobby before going into auditorium. happened to see simon there. he was like waving at me. was quite amazed that he actually rem me? then when about to go down saw hb. during prayer meeting, the presence of God was rather strong.. and for the first time, there's breakthru attendance for prayer meeting, 8ppl.. normally if got 5 ppl alr counted very good le.. heehee.

today went to best coffeeshop to celebrate yueze's birthday. i pull shiwei to acc me go. haha. otherwise will very paiseh cos all w384 de, then suddenly got one from n239 pop up. but thank God im invited. feeling so honoured... wahahahahahahaa... had blackforest cake, thanks to w384. managed to get some cream on yueze. his cg members all so guai nv go sabo him. hmm hopefully my bday that time my cg members will also give me such treatment.. no saboing is the best. no throwing of cake, no throwing me into the sea! yeahh.. and also dun need too big group of ppl celebrate for me. maybe just some special ppl, some close frenz, i'll already feel super blessed. xDDDD