disintegrate

To shiwei,
hmm u gotta stop saying that u miss those days. i believe that when the time is here, u'll find someone that you love again. u know, getting hurt is not the end of the world. ppl always say that when u go into a relationship, u must be prepared to get very hurt. its time that u needa stand up on ur feet and cheer up. dun suffer alone for someone that is not worth your love at all. always remember that when u are feeling empty, having a void in you, seek God first. go and pray, praise and worship God. He will feel up ur emptyness and such feeling is really powerful and interesting. there is sth that i can feel bothering u when im with u, the burden cos of that situation. its gotta be a very painful process, but u cant stay in it forever. u do ppl who wans to be ur close frenz. sometimes its more of whether u are willing to open up to them. if u wanna talk to someone, i'll be here for u, at least i'll try my best to do so. if you feel like crying do cry.. cos crying is one of the ways that u can release the burdens.. ger trust in the ppl ard you, u are not alone...!!! huggiess~ xDDDDD