disintegrate

hmm its been almost one week since the last time i update.
tuesday was prayer meeting day. alot of things happened juz in one day. ppl get irritated and stuff. i screamed at andrew. guess it's juz a bad day for most of the ppl.
wednesday was chinpor's bday. most of the n239 ppl went down to celebrate for him.shared a garfield with jia for him. went to pizza hut to eat cos its his fave food. darling came down to look for me awhile then went off le. i stayed for awhile more then took train home with shiwei.
thursday went with jane to clementi to shop abit. lol. then saiko jane. ended up she bought 2 pairs of shoes. hahaa..
friday darling came over to my house. she's doing some stuff for her cg ppl, and im doing for my notice board. drew a PRAYERS list using one hour of my time. think its really quite long. =XX
saturday met shiwei to go eat lunch at meridian there. we ate korean food, then went over to ps to shop abit. rushed off to bro mj's hse after that. was late by 45min. took one stupid bus 16. din noe it will make stupid turns. met jia at bro mj's hse then we took the notice board and head to svc. after svc went bugis to fellowship. dint really eat much cos no appetite.
sunday met shiwei for lunch at paya lebar and ate kfc. then attended cg. after cg half of my cg went to parkway there to fellowship. played pool. tag team together with jia against zy and huiying.

this week guess was quite a sad week for me. too many things happened. i can understand wad darling is going thru now. cos im going thru the same things too. i can to there to encourage her but i realise i myself can be quite discouraged. but i cant give up, can i? ppl ard me will not let me to i guess. its really stressingg. =(