disintegrate

din attend school ytd due to some personal reasons.
met andrew and zhixian at bugis for lunch.
walked ard and i made a new friend called weiting at seiyu.
she's working there part time. a 17 year old ger. quite cute de.
zhixian go to work, then we went over to ps to meet jia. watched a movie called STAY ALIVE.
its a stupid movie! al thanks to andrew. wads so nice abt watching a sadistic show where ppl die one after another.
after that i went to meet up with bren for a while, then got introduced to her gf called felina.
andrew go to meet up with erica. then i n jia went over to cine to eat long john.
met up with shiwei to go home together.
when i reach home daddy quite angry cos i recently everyday oso reach home late.. =XX

hmm. today lei. im in school again doing FYP.
im starting to hate the things that are going on around me.
u noe, so many things to worry abt. so many issues in my life.
i wanted to take a break to all of this, but perhaps its impossible.
i juz gotta go on.
chatted with jia online ytd. somehow breakdown and cried.
its been a long time since i last did that.
juz felt quite empty within me. i need to pray i guess.
told him that im like a wall without supports.
he said i got n239, i got him, i got chenli...
is things juz this simple? i noe i got certain ppl tat i really treasure ard me, and they are always there.
thank God for them... m i blessed? maybee....