disintegrate

finally gained enough courage to speak to my dad.. thats the end of the battle! thank God for that!! he seems better now, more open to stuff.
its really the power of prayer. and thank those who prayed for me.
God is really good. He is always there, encouragin me, speaking to me thru the different people and things in my life.

went to school today, after so long!!
passed my cam to jane and helped her take a video of her proj.
then rushed off to ps to meet zy, andrew and zhixian for lunch.
darling came over to join us at a later time.
was discussing abt andrew's bday celebration. pray that things will go smoothly, and it'll not rain on that day.
after that zy went home, zhixian went to work. so end with me, andrew and darling. we went shoppingg.
tried quite a few clothes today. quite funny oso.
shiwei and hongbin came to join us for dinner at food republic.

hmm. recently guess really going thru valleys over valleys.
and it seems like its a nv ending process that i muz go thru.
esp this period of time. feel that God is trying to do a work in my life, and it really tests my faith.

my leg injuryy. its hurting more and more every single day. i have fear, i do not dare to go for treatment. but i noe that without treatment, it'll not recover. school is starting soon, which means even lesser possibility to go for treatment. when school starts, i'll really be busy. my timetable is so packed. i doubt i'll have time for treatment. the medicine that the doctor recommended alr dun seem to be able to work. even walking nowadays seem like a problem to me. all the sports that i loved, i gotta put it all aside. its really difficult to reject others abt something that u really love. when can i play volleyball once again, when can i go rollerblading with my cg members?? there's so many things i wanna do, but i feel restricted! wad m i supposed to do? arent i a person with firm decisions? then y cant i make a decision on this? for the past few months, and there's still no conclusion! i need guidance urgently... >:[