disintegrate

i dunno whether the things i do is best for everyone.
but i guess it would benefit them in one way or another.
they can choose to hate me for that, maybe?
i juz need to be accountable. for the things that are happening ard me.
im not really to pick up the mess when everything gets bad.
i rem someone told me this.
if i were to ruin a friendship becos of good intentions, i shld not be guilty or anything, i shld juz move on.
most of the time its the truth that really hurts right?
God placed me in such an important position, to be a listening ear to so many ppl.
its so difficult sometimes, esp when its sth u had to keep to urself.
thank God that no matter wad, there r ppl encouraging me thru my way.
ppl like bro mj, chenli, rubez, jia, zy etcc.
putting it this way, im blessed!!!
not everyone has ppl that r with them all the time....
so i do not have to worry of anything hur?
cos even if i lose one, i still got others to hold onto.
and God will guide my road... =PP