disintegrate

recently alot of things have been happening around me. cell group and even to the different people who are around me. been giving advices to certain people, and some decision was made. i do not noe whether its something good, but i had the support from bro mj.

within this few days, chatted with quite alot of people. rubez, chenli, jia, shiwei, andrew, zhiyan, bro mj. received alot of encouragement from them. this period of time is probably the period where i test my faith. will be handling alot of different stuff.

went to dye my hair ytd. the colour din turn out to be the colour that i expected. my dad wasnt happy abt it. he's really angry. he commented that i dunno look like chinese or ahmoh. now, he dun even wanna tok to me or face me. he felt that im mixing with all the wrong company, learning all the bad things from them. feel so sad, abit discouraged i guess. once again i disappointed my dad. didnt expect his reaction to be so big. i pray that things wont get worse.

Lord, i cry out to You.
hear my cry, teach me what to do.
guide me in this rocky road that im walking now.
be my strength to move on.
let me not be discouraged, let me walk according to Your purpose.