disintegrate

hmm. slacking in my sch lib now. long time nv update le.
school started, so become quite busy.
this sem isnt a very good sem, cos its really stressful.
quite alot of projects that is needed to be completed.
the past few days have been quite happeningg.

saturday (23Sept)
went to meet up my cell group for lunch at bugis v8 cafe.
some things happened, people are all late. then i quite angry.
esp when i need to go for discipleship session that day.
in the end waited for them to reach at 220, i need to go off le since discipleship is at 3pm!!
cant afford to be late on that day. ended up taking taxi down from bugis to bro mj house. cost me $8.
discipleship session was good!!! the msg was about EARNING THE RIGHT TO LEAD OTHERS.
poor bro mj gotta fight with the makeup cell group in his house by sis darryl. praise and worship, hahaa! so he raise his voice...
learnt that leadership is not about the position, but its abt influence, how we could influence others to follow us.
selfworth is who we are, but networth is wad we wanna be.
and definitely, selfworth is alot greater than our networth.
everything that we do can be easily seen by our character and our reputation. character is IMPORTANT!!!!
to be a leader oso muz earn respect from the members, cos ppl will only be influenced by u if they respected u.
then bro mj gave us two missions.
first one is to reach out to at least one walk in every single week.
tried it out last week. quite difficult cos cant really see the difference betw the walk ins and members.
second mission is to break his record of 12 friends, and 7 saved within two months.
everything seems so impossiblee. i need to make it possible BY FAITH!!!
chiong to svc in taxi again. this time oso $8.
the moment i step into expo hall8, my work began....
praise over, worship over, but no walk ins. sadd. headed for the msgg.
after svc went to marina square to eat dinner, andrew blessed the members with ice-cream.
then went home in taxi again. this time with andrew and zhixian.
reached home, do songsheet, do noticeboard.
in the end only managed to slp at 5am.
tired dayy!!! but nicee... =DD