disintegrate

talked to roy for quite some time last night. we shared abt our life and our burdens for the cg. realised that there are still alot of things that are needed to be improved in the cg. and the next question will be how are we going to solve it. and like wad he said, the both of us needs to take charge of the cg, and to correct wadever things that are wrongg. went on to talk abt how its like to be a cgh and a cgl. talking to him is really interestingg. really made me to think of the things that i've nv tot before. things like "can a guy and a girl be best frens?", the answer is no. for a very simple reason, only Jesus, and our future wife/husband can be our best fren, we can only share all about us to them and not anyone else. he also told me that its gonna be real tough being a cgh in this cg, esp when im still a young christian and im exposed to so much of stuff. but i think its goodd, after all there are alot of ppl guiding me in this walk with God, moulding me to be a stronger person very single day.