disintegrate

recently haven been feeling very good, especially when so many things have been coming towards me at the same time.
sometimes, i do doubt the people around me, cos i'll never noe wad they are thinking at the back of their heads. sometimes, i tend to feel betrayed by the people around me. end up hearing things from some people, yet not even knowing where's the source. i used to take all this things that others say for granted, all i needa do is be myself. at the end of the day, i find that its very difficult, cos it never seems to end.
i needa a break for myself, a little more peace. stop irritating me with information that are not even true at all.
guess people needs to ponder on wad friendship is really all about. for those who have been talking behind people's back, please mind ur own business. wad u do upon others, will be done back to you.

i do thank God, cos i do have a few true friends with me. perhaps im blessed.
these people laugh with me in good times, and cry with me in bad times.
i'll treasure them always. (: