disintegrate

saturday is over, sunday is over.
these two days have been a torture.
many worries, many incertainities.
lots of tears produced.
but im glad that its finally OVER.
and a big thank you to the silly one that accompanied me till 4am.

the tough periods are over, and im gonna stand strong again.
in my life, i've gone thru alot, even many things that others have not gone thru before.
all these things have made me stronger, and from it i gain experience.
every moment of our life is something that we can treasure, be it good or bad.
i'll not deny that i lived my life the very hard way, and its very painful.
but there're also others that are living the life i have gone thru.
i wanna step out of it officially, i dun wanna be stuck in my past.
its time i move on.
my past will be kept as memories, will always remember them.
in past hurts, i'll learn to forgive. so that the memories kept will only be the beautiful ones.