disintegrate

today i finally cleared most of my new year shopping. almost bought all the things that i needa to buy. met shiwei andrew zhixian at bugis, then took taxi down to expo for service. service was about relationships, relationship with God, friends, and loved ones. its good. accompany robson, eric, shiwei down for prayers. paster prayed for those who went down, but i didnt get prayed. the presence was super strong. thou i was being laid hands on, i almost fell back. guess for the first time, shiwei fell in the spirit. its good. Holy Spirit is working in her! prayed for shiwei quietly after that. God speak to me about the areas she is struggling in. overall its quite a good day. just rather emo towards the end of the day.

for a moment, i felt like im the most foolish person;
for a moment, i felt like tearing that turtle up;
for a moment, im speechless;
for a moment, i hoped im invisible;
for a moment, i hoped i could turn back time;
for a moment, i thank God that its just a moment.