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its been two months since i stopped blogging.
i dunno why.
just didnt know wad to blog about.
in this two months, alot of things seem to be happening in my life.
i wanted to choose not to care.
i wanted to be happy.
yet sometimes i had to force the smile onto my face.
i guess this period i lost quite a few friends.
and i lost someone that used to play a big part in my life.
we shared about burdens.
we shared about joy.
we talked about everything under the sun.
but one day i walked away from the person's life.
i believe this person must really had felt so hurt.
i didnt know wad to do.
sometimes i feel like going back to look for this person.
i never did.
probably its cos i no longer know how to face this person anymore.
God, help me, im at my peak.