disintegrate

haa...
im in the lab now doing experiment for my fyp
so tired! my eyes juz dun seem to wanna open!!!
if onlyy.... i had a bed
nahh... meeting chenli later so gotta wake up
chenli is a very nice person.
and alot of ppl will agreed to that

tok to carol and rubez on the phone last nite, ended up paisehing zhiyan
feel quite bad thou. returned his call only at 2pm when he's alr slping...
tok abt jeff too much....
yupp juz because of that BIG WAR!!!
a war that i put to an end last night
im so lightened. maybe cos i chose not to bother.
toking to rubez and carolyn makes me understand myself even more.
yet, abt jeff, nthin i can say.......
DISAPPOINTMENT i think....
gotta pray hard for him thou cos he juz noe wad r the right things to say
i still will thank God for him....
I LOVE CHENLI, RUBEZ, AND CAROLYN!!!

im gonna focus on this ppl,
stop thinking abt some stupid ppl...
FOCUS ON GOD!!
amen!

its 1230 now.still at dover, not done with experiment!
how m i able to meet chenli at 130??
it will be kinda miracle...
im gonna be late once agaiin... like i always do...

LORD, i wanna lift all the burdens to u.
take all of me, so that i can follow u.
You are a miraclous God for u r the one that provided me the strength to move on
You are the one that heals me again and again after being hurt here and then.
i'll praise u and worship u today, tml, and forever
You are the same God ytd, today and forevermore.
i will give thanks, for all the great works u have been doing in my life...
u are all i need!!!
speak your word and i'll seek it!!!
u spoke abt letting go my precious. now im lifting my precious to u.
let me do anything so that i can please u
my LORD~~