disintegrate

sighh.
im really feeling very stress now.
mainly is because i really have no confidence for my exam tml.
i think i really haven been spending alot of time studying.
looking at the past year exam papers, im really demoralised.
its like im staring at a stranger. nth seems very familiar to me.
my brain feels so empty! wad is PROCESS CONTROL??
this is the module that really kills most of the students in dche year3.
im not intending to fail it, neither do i have faith that i will pass.

juz talked to jia.
he told me that i shld not worry.
and that i needa believe and trust in the people ard me, the encouragement and all the good things they gave me becos they will not bluff me.
yeah maybe thats wad i really gotta do.
have faith in myself like how others haf faith in me!!!
i think i needa go and pray?
ask God for wisdom, confidence, strength, and everything i need to get thru this difficult period!!!

thank you darling
thank you jia
thank you shiwei
thank you zhiyan.
its really u guys that are always there to pull me out of my circumstances.
its u guys that are there to encouragement and help me thru this tough walk.
finally i give thanks to my faithful Lord!!! =DD