disintegrate

monday was quite a bad day. alot of things in my mind. different ppl and different things are driving me nuts. my biggest burden will always be on cg. when i look at the ppl, im disappointed. i mean how many of them are really here wanting to serve God. i feel most of them are here to have fun and to make friends. then i ask myself again, if they wanna juz come to have fun and make friends, do they have to come here? they are in the world and of the world. thank God for darling and carol last nightt. spent a few hours talking to darling abt our cg stuff. the both of us are going thru a difficult time. the problems that surfaced seems to be of the same kind. but we're not gonna give up!!! we're going to do more than just our best. we'll give it all out!!! SACRIFICE, to You!!! (:

because of you, i'll smile.
because of you, i'll live.
because of you, i'll keep pressing on.
its all because i love you.