disintegrate

back from youth camp.
seems like its really happening there.
tons of kids, appearing in front of me.
making me feel as thou im very old.
the average age should be about 15.
al of them were like so active.

today we sang alleluia to christ the lord for worship:
I WILL LIFT MY HEART AND SING
I WILL WORSHIP YOU MY KING
EARTH AND HEAVEN NOW PROCLAIM
JESUS CHRIST THE MIGHTY NAME
THROUGH THE STORM AND RAGING SEA
I WILL NEVER BE ALONE
WHEN MY HOPE SEEMS OUT OF SIGHT
I KNOW YOU WILL SHINE YOUR LIGHT
ALLELUIA
ALLELUIA
ALLELUIA
ALLELUIA
TO CHRIST THE LORD
apparently this song keep running thru my mind.

youth camp ended at about 11pm.
ate abit of supper and left abt 1120pm.
waited for bus to head home, but the bus took ages to come.
after 15min of wait, i decided that i should take a cab cos i needed to be home by 12.
but then, when i made such a decision, my bus came.
so ended up taking the bus, 61.
61 is a bus known for its super long journey.
and the frustrating thing is that the bus stops at every single stop.
i got so discouraged, and started to feel so sian.

then i told myself that i should pray.
so i began by praying in tongues, praying to God.
asking God for a smooth journey, for road to be clear.
and amazing, after that we never really stop at any traffic lights!!!
the journey that normally takes 1hr, took only 40min.
praise the Lord man.
i managed to reach home at 1215, and my dad didnt flare up.
i was so happy.! =]

then i remembered the song, alleluia to christ the lord.
THROUGH THE STORM AND RAGING SEA
I WILL NEVER BE ALONE
WHEN MY HOPE SEEMS OUT OF SIGHT
I KNOW YOU WILL SHINE YOUR LIGHT
its just like my situation.
its like saying, whenever we have difficulties, we'll never be alone, cos God is always with us. and thou we may lose hope and be discouraged, He will always make a way.

thank you Jesus for all that He has given me. =]