disintegrate

its been 6days since jia has left for thailand.
time seems to pass so slowly.
everynight, we'll just have a short chat with each another before heading to bed.
guess i'll have to make do with such arrangement.
looking at the bright side: i still get to talk to him.

finally after so long, i picked up the courage to visit the dental clinic.
generally, i do not like going to the dental clinic.
had bad experience for the past few times that i went.
so the last time i went was 3years ago, followed by today.
dentals are expensive.
they normally cost me a bomb.

today i went to the dental clinic with an unwilling heart.
praying thru my journey to the clinic, asking for God's strength and courage.
thankfully, the dentist today is nice.
a lady called cheah mei ying.
someone has almost the same name as i do.

i got my teeth checked.
apparently, after 3years, the dentist said my teeth are quite healthy.
added fillings to 2 of my teeth, as recommended by the dentist, to prevent any cavities.
then i did an xray for my teeth due to my wisdom tooth.
ended up paying 150bucks in total.

as for my wisdom tooth, i'll have to go for 2 surgeries.
its cause instead of growing upwards, my wisdom tooth is growing sideways.
for each surgery, i'll needa pay 500bucks, which excludes the consultation, medicines, etc.
considering that i needa do 2 surgeries, i'll probably be broke.
i'll try to get my 1st surgery done when jia is back in sg.
the 2nd one, i'll try to schedule it to be next year, if nth goes wrong.

so people really do pray for me.
i need healing and financial blessings.
this might be one of the biggest obstacle i needa overcome this year.

jia's birthday is coming.
he wants something that is made by me.
this is gonna be tough.
i need ideas.

TOOTH FAIRY, WILL YOU GRANT ME 3 WISHES?